I miss family

I'm one of those people that love family time. I crave a big family. Big family days out, big family holidays. Family meals, family get togethers. Lots of fun and laughter. But for some reason my family seems to be getting smaller.

Smaller in the way it feels. No one seems to bother with eachother or make an effort. I always dreamed of my family doing nice things together. It seems that the only two people that held our family together aren't around anymore. 

I just miss it. I miss joking and laughing and making memories. I'm sad that my children won't get to experience the childhood I had. Not get a chance to see all their family members doing something fun together. I miss being able to capture special moments. 

Joe and I make the most of the time we have with our babies and we are always having fun, but sometimes it would be nice to do something altogether, just because we want too not because it's a special occasion.